Many years ago, I started to remember the memories of a lineage I carry within me. At first, the memories came through dreams, then through the voice of heart and womb. I tried to find other women and men carrying the same lineage but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t. I tried to walk the path back to the origin but I was not ready and one day I realized how deep I had to move to find that lineage outside of myself too.
After years of resting and moving, of outer and inner work, suddenly this year that lineage came back to me. I was not looking for it but it found me.
Suddenly I was on that path again and thanks to the Divine Mother I was reminded of what I carry inside my womb.
I was re-initiated into the temple of 4 Goddesses, I walked with Mother Earth through powerful healing sessions, both home and away.
Then one day I felt the threshold, the place where I am sitting now with Mother Mary and what She represents. I am standing on this sacred space between spaces, without expectations, without eagerness to move forward. I have this deep need to deeply feel where I am now, in my body most of all.
This is the way I am walking the path of my lineage, feeling deeply every single step, every breath and every feeling with my body and my soul.
And the threshold I feel it in the waters of my emotions and at the entrance of my yoni. I love been in this space where there is stillness and acceptance. I am letting Mother Mary guide me through the space between spaces when the time is ripe, when I am ready and where all I need to do is just take a deep breath and walk through the doors of the temple within.
To the Sisters of this path, the ones I haven’t physically met yet, I saw you in my visions and one day we shall sit in the temple together again.
In Love and Grace
Michela (Satya Sakara) xo