This year has been a deep healing journey for me. In January, I told a friend I felt 2023 would bring me to new territories, offer me deep healing, and reconnect me with the Earth Mother. I did not know exactly what, when, and how I would receive and surrender to, but I knew.
Mother Earth has guided me through one of the most powerful healing years…. I journeyed to Spain to receive and surrender to Mother Ayahuasca and Father Rapé.
Returning home, I delved into the power of Rapé, a sacred Amazonian snuff, the transformative effects of Sananga, a potent eye drop, and the purifying properties of Kambo, a secretion from the giant monkey frog. These sacred medicines, used in indigenous healing practices, have been instrumental in my healing journey.
I met women who walk the talk, Women-Shamans so powerful and beautiful, the Sisters I asked to meet a long time ago…. when I was ready for this powerful journey I am on.
Healing is a journey of contrasts- it can be messy, chaotic, and even horrific, but it is also powerful, loving, graceful, and Beautiful. I have consciously and willingly surrendered to my healing, embracing all the parts of me that are messy, dark, dense, and sticky. I have met my Rage, and this time, I fell in love with her.
Many years ago, I shied away from delving into the depths of my being. Now, I bravely navigate the darkness, exploring the tunnels and caves of my Soul. There is a wealth of wisdom and strength within, and as we all understand, light cannot exist without darkness.
For the first time, I genuinely feel the ecstatic power of healing, even when it’s messy and painful. The pleasure and ecstasy that comes from being torn apart. I feel it. It’s constantly moving through me, and I don’t intend to stop it. I feel it deep inside my heart, in my body, between my legs, in my yoni and womb.
I am deeply grateful to the Divine Mother, a spiritual concept representing the nurturing and healing aspects of the universe, for all She has offered me. I am also grateful for the guidance and wisdom of the Amazing Shaman-Women I have met on this journey. These powerful Sisters, who embody the divine feminine and are not afraid to do the necessary inner work, have been instrumental in my healing journey.
If you are on a healing journey, keep going, and not because there is a light at the end of the tunnel but because the darkness you are avoiding, hiding and trying to bury deep within is going to unleash Herself anyway (maybe in ways you don’t really want). So perhaps this time, surrender to that dark part of yourself and learn how to work with all your energies. There is power in the hidden, dark aspects of your being. We are not just Beings of Light; we are made of darkness, too.
The path to Oneness will lead you through every part of yourself, not just the Love and the Light. You will learn to reside in your heart and maintain a delicate balance between light and darkness. You will feel the power that keeps you aligned. When you reach that point, you will understand why it is worth navigating through the pain, the fears, the stickiness, and the darkness within.
Michela xo
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